Something is not right....

Recently all I've been wanting to do is lay on the sofa or sleep. I have no umph to do anything. I forced myself yesterday to draw out another horse to paint and I have had the tie to work o it but all I did this morning is lay on the sofa. I didn't feel like doing anything. It could because I didn't sleep well last night. I kept waking up since 3:45am. I made myself get up around 11:30 am and made myself move around cleaning this and that. Then I stared at my painting figuring out the colors to use, then I left to sit on the sofa. I did watch one of my art shows. It was on Frank Frazetta, a fantasy artist from the 60s and 70s. Now I'm letting out some of my frustration. I don't want to feel sleepy. I don't want to feel unmotivated, or unproductive. I have plenty to do whether it's painting more horses, drawing horses, splattering paint onto a canvas, or painting the bathroom. But I don't feel like doing anything and that scares me that the depression is creeping in again. I don't want to be depressed anymore.