Bored

Yikes..Goggle changed their blog appearance since this morning. I hate it when servers change things.

I am Bored....bored...bored...bored...bored. I hate feeling boredom, it is so unlike me. I never get bored. I can entertain myself quite easily with drawing, crocheting, blogging, designing, and I have plenty of papers to read. But I'm not motivated to do any thing. I sit and stare at the TV. Blah. Like I said earlier, I even get bored with my shower.

I wonder if PMS has anything to do with my blahness. I do bloat, I do eat more, I feel fatigue, my schedule seems about right. Oh I hope it is just biological issues and not mental. Well, this particular issue does mess with my moods but they seem a bit more under control this time around. Possibly the increase in Prozac? That would be great because then I won't have the urge to drive over pedestrians. I experience Premenstrual Dysmorphic Syndrome. It's when a nice girl becomes murderous for a few days. The rage was unreal, and overwhelming from the slightest irritation. The symptoms were just evil. But I'm at a calm right now which is a good sign. Now I just need to work on my self-image.